halfway through

 This is the song I was talking about a few days back. It's still unfinished. I changed the tempo to something more mellow.. well, sad, really. I also changed the title for more effect. I wish my guitar isn't broken. It would've been easier getting the lyrics out there.

A Broken Heart
-MEki

I'm not gon' lie
this is how I'm feeling
I'm up every night
thinking 'bout all the things I should be doing
I know it's not right
but what else is there left for me to do
when everything I do,
when everything I do is just wrong to you

Why did you think I'd just lose my head into it?
Why did you think I was just gon' fake it?
Show me a sign that you're alright
To save a life I would die,
I would give anything to have you here
If only to have you hear me saying
I'm not that smart, not that cool
but give me some time to find if I could
be all that I am, then I'd show you I can
be the one if not everything for you

 Nuu, it's got nothing to do wit' me and my life. My songs aren't made like that. Sometimes, I write about myself but I dun limit myself to the fence built around me. I know that to grow lyrically I hafta go over that fence and explore the vast fields. So sometimes I write about stuff that goes on in the neighborhood or stuff that my friend's gone through or  stuff that I basically made up. Am I sounding like I mean it yet?

Day 03

I din't come in late to class today! horrah! ^_^ 

 It just annoys me how impulsive I can be when in a limbo, though. I dun know how to stress that enough. Plus, I'm not exactly sure I'm ready to do my share of the report later on in class. In fact, I'm not sure I'm ready to do any of the forthcoming reports at all. I used to love going up there and do public speaking of some sort and have people listening to me and all. To say the least, I dun know if I still feel the same way. Maybe I'm just dissapointed at myself. Maybe it's just a phase. I'm putting my 2 cents on that.

Day 02

I'm workin' on a new song but I'm not quite sure about how the chorus is really gon' sound like. at least not yet. I'm only halfway through it so a few changes will do some good. it starts out wit' something like, "I'm not gon' lie, this is how I'm feeling. I'm up every night thinking of all the things I should be doing." I may be posting the rest of the piece soon. but right now me head's just so fogged up I can't think straight. and I'm being all lazy again.

Day 01

5 things I learned in Audition Online Dance Battle:

5. keep yer fingers on the game proper's keys. that means no chatting while the game is still on!

4. if you dun get it right — practice, practice, practice.

3. dun get pissed off at some irrational monster [err, insensible psychopath. loudmouthed suck-up. you know, those players who brag so much but know no jack about winning]. show em' off.

2.  when people who say yer a bot, take it as a compliment.

1. never virtually set foot in a game when yer mood's not right.

new post. old skin

Okay. I know, I know. It's soo old. But hey, it still works. I just want to share this new theme I made for me CP.

'ere we go! 'ere we go! : ( | )

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